Day 70 : Work 70. Early days' pressure
After only 3 days later I feel a little bit like a fish out of water. It is hard to control my self doubt about this project and exhibition happening in July. I have been considering this and found out there are some points that make me think this way. Here are the points of my fear.
1) I am quite overwhelmed by the idea about perfect exhibition : Needs to be a good one and I will do as most and best as I can but doesn’t have to be greater than who I am and what I am capable of.
2) Running a project day (writing something about I make every working day) everyday again I consider this too much and heavy : But I should not feel too pressured about it. I make, write and communicate to the world so need to be a person to be able to promote what I do.
3) I have lost the thread of my time division between production pieces and exhibition pieces. It is hard to say which one I really enjoy but I am enjoying making both sides. Only what I need is better time management which can give me some confidence that I have balance to deal with them both very well. : Just relax and let things flow. I would be surprised that my best ever idea or inspiration is just around the corner.