Day 9 : Work 9. Craft habit- make one everyday
It is almost like my power to go to studio everyday. Go to studio and make one. Don’t think too much. Don’t plan too much. Just make it as a habit. Let’s get out of this endless depression with something I can do with a lot of joy. I listen to podcast and youtube a lot about Grit. Habit and Buddhism..
Same studio, same people around, same work I have to make sometimes, however, I feel different.
Why am I doing this? Considering all those years now I realise this is my life. So far I have always the bad side of it for example, I can’t make enough money out of it. I can’t be a great artist. I am not good enough. Why does it have to be something? Can I just enjoy as it is? Just do my task one per day.
Already quite rewarding.